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2014
NEWYEAR.
Can you believe another year pass?
Time is flyinggg.
Recollecting 2013's like riding a train with father time down memory lane.
Haha.
Another year of trials and tribulations.
But no pain, no gain right? ><
I HAVENT LIST OUT MY RESOLUTIONNNS,
EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS FAIL TO. HAHAHA.
2014 should be tough,
REAL TOUGH.
HANG IN THERE.
haha.
2〇1三
Relationships/Internship/FYP/Moodswings/Family&Friends
pretty much how they contribute to me today.
It was a tough tough tough year, emotionally wise.
So much things to take and school stress,
many times of solitude nights.
One thing for sure this year i was too much of a crybaby haha.
Which is why how often people actually said emotions are hard to control.
"All endings are beginnings,
We just don't know it at a time."
Mitch Albom
Year 3 of VC in SDN;
Internship was probably my nightmare.
Helpless days in working life,
pure boredom under rigid system,
sitting of more then 8 hours a day till my butt damn huge,
never ending work because boss maximises us interns as cheap slavery,
expensive food in food courts want save money also impossibru,
2 hours of train journey,
disappointment of not getting into a company i wanted to,
bullied by ahlian and sibei bossy client,
OT's that don't pay,
uncontrollable dozing in office (I HAD TO DO MA BU IN TOILET TO FRIGGIN STAY AWAKE T-T)
That was all the negativity HAHA.
But in every bad there's good.
Lucky to have colleagues that were real great.
Many times small gestures just literally felt cared haha!
IM TOO EMOTIONAL LOL.
Got once colleague bought drink back because i skipped meal to finish work in office,
accompany buy panadol when i felt awfully sick,
helped me out when client give shit,
font problems and they managed to help me solved it!
And many more HAHA.
2014 hope you guys leave the company and get better prospects alright.
Fight for what you want to do!
Sometimes risks may seem like a threat but hey,
If its that much of an importance,
Im sure its one hell of a yes to go for it.
GOODLUCK IN LIFE♥
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School days never fail to receive shit,
kena suan,
pressed for deadlines,
printing terror,
printing error & typo terror,
presentation terror,
Mock-up reviews that takes an eternity to finish,
feedbacks that screw us up,
pure depression of feedback.
HAHA pretty much the vicious cycle of it.
OH WHYYY.
Year 2 and 3 was so much.
All this contributed to our my lessons but all in the hard way.
HARD WAYYY.
Laptop is forever crashing and always always never fail to cock up stuff before deadlines.
Sometimes I really really just don't learn.
Nevertheless,
Couldn't have survived my days without my 2 friends that never fail to brighten up gloomy days!
:)
Guess this year was more laughter than last year?
I ALSO DUNNO WHY HAHA, like more kisiao HAHA.
Outings never fail to be fruitful and laughter!!
HAHAHA.
THANK YOU TWOOO.
Lets hang in there for the final lap before we finally graduate,
SO CLOSE YET SO FAR, ^O^~
♥♥♥
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FAMILY. HAHA.
MY MOST TREASURED TREASURE. ^^
Sometimes felt left out or alone when squabbles happens.
I really feel feel feel so bad that i spent less time at home since year 2.
That guilt just pricks so much but I din't say it out,
you guys could see it.
Forever busy with projects and stretching to meet deadlines.
When i have mood-swings you guys will have to tolerate my nonsense too,
and sometimes I'm just too stubborn to admit wrong,
IM SO SORRY ):
BUT I REALLY REALLY TREASURE.
Because no matter what i did,
when I needed help or when I'm unwell,
you all never fail to stand by me :)
I know i could depend on ye'll HAHA, MY PILLARS.
Thank you so much for being there for me, amount of gratitude won't be enough :')
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
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2013's thing that changed me most was probably r/s.
Haha.
Many Joy and sorrows.
There's no point on talking about it, at this point of time.
People do leave and we just have to move on.
Apparently I thought i would be all alone to suffer the damages for initiating but desmond remembered me haha.
Was prepared to be judged for making you feel awful,
something that nobody of my past people cared,
after 2 years of no contact you he still came to help me over :)
One great thing desmond mentioned?
He said he wanted to be there for me because no one probably would be there.
AIYO,
of course got friends but just that lost my sec school friends haha.
Apparently I'm unsociable and bad with humans,
a few close friends and I'm well enough.
I probably din't really tell you but your concern was appreciated :)
Thanks for trying to cheer me up!
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