Relationships break and made who we are.
There isn't unhappy relationships,
only relationships that couldn't work out.
Time made me grew.
That chapter of time spent together would be kept.
Times of laughter, fun and joy.
Its all about compromising, understanding and concern.
We've been through a lot and I'm certain that I really don't understand how to be in a relationship.
The notion "relationship" might just be too much for me to truly grasp.
It takes a lot of hard work, in fact, plenty.
Took me a hell load of courage to face my feelings truthfully,
understand what I needed, and how I really felt.
Most importantly, I wasn't a firm person, too easily swayed.
An A4 letter that couldn't sustain how I truly felt over so long,
I wouldn't even bear to throw it away.
The only thing that could make me lose my sleep even though I'm so exhausted after projects was penning those words down.
I'm sure its obvious I'm a sentimental person.
And to be truthful,
I won't throw away anything nor delete any stuff.
I don't hate and I won't scold you.
Moving on takes time, not as easy as it seems.
I initiated it because I needed to be truthful.
Its all about responsibility,
If we're not suitable I should make it clear and not waste both our time.
That's too selfish.
All that I know is to take this as a valuable lesson.
I need to re-find myself that got lost somewhere along my way.
To my family and friends who were there for me when I'm down, Im content and lucky, really appreciated it.
Thanks a million :)
"Spiritual relationship is far more precious than physical.
Physical relationship divorced from spiritual is body without soul."
Mahatma Gandhi