Im not even needy nor did i pester for gifts.
All I needed was more respect for my feelings, concern and more actions instead of words.
Even a trip down to accompany me for even a mundane train trip would be enough.
My minimum respect I needed so badly was overlooked,
you wouldn't know how it affected me and how much I cried.
Even that incident on waiting for me would get you unhappy made me so upset.
You have to lash it out with hurtful tweets when I did try to be on time.
Isit so hard to wait for your partner?
Ever since then, letting you wait gave me phobia of making you wait.
I'm scared to see you angry, haha.
当局者迷，旁观者清
Perhapes we are too blinded with what we think is right.
Your opinions are more regarded then mine did you realise?
Gifts that are meant for you but i did not gave you you probably din't remember, haha.
Guess once again, my feelings weren't heard nor understood.
I don't need to be prioritised, i just need you to think in my shoes, empathise me.
I really needed that badly.
And truthfully,
reassurance alone is insufficient.
坏人我来当
Since it is always stereotyped the female initiating breakup is all at fault.
It doesn't even matter if your friends label me as a player, played you.
Does a player keep gifts from ex-boyfriends? I cant even bear to throw.
If I played you, I wouldn't gave you so much.
I did not know how to manage a relationship too, don't really need to keep blaming yourself.
But I did try, I tried too much. Too tired.
My last note to you,
just learn to care for others & have more patience.
Attempt for NOISE & pursue your dreams, you're talented : )