Hello you dead blog D:
Needed to release some thoughts out, guess here's a good place to do so.
From long story to short,
---> officially cleared my 3 months felt-super-long-intern(swear i'm relieved).
3 months of stress, fatigue and i dunt want to describeees, ._.
Although it wasnt the company i thought i would get in, i did try to change but
clear enough "you" rejected me. Le sigh, hard to explain but it totally sucks regarding how i should have done when i did and you said i dint.
Of course, i dint bear a grudge to work(why make myself so miserable?!) but rather take it as a learning journey, ye know, my WHATEVERRR-shit-comes philosophy.
Swear it was stressful; sweats and tears, did not really did things "interesting" but anyways, still did learn things(by the hard way i guess....)
now that its over, big huge heave of reliefff! :')
---> 2 weeks holiday did excercises(all for a slimmer leg T-T), practice proportions that i really shit in.
But other than that, yep i nua my days away. nua uh, nua nua nua.
And loads of thoughts came from friends at workplace(real nice ppl!) like plans after grad, my interest and what i want to pursue....
Not as aimless as before cause i'm sure if my grades are okay for further studies, i'd study on while working.
My interest? Still floating around....somewhere. Wanna be an illustrator so much. Just lack of that amount of talent.
Bleak bleak bleak, gah.
---> School reopens. Not use to environment, had a new desk with "feng-shui", projects flooding in and super-freeezing-cold days again.
And back to future, todays TUESDAY.
School reopened: Day 2
Bones ached too much thanks to class's spoiled aircon. Too cold i swear ): even a jacket wont do any good, gosh.
A guerilla proj dued tomorrow(pushed back), thursday's presentation, P5, Childrens Museum thingy.
BAMMM, project dumps.
Not too bad though, considering the fact that i was productive today, hehe C:
But couldn't view sem results....hurhur....no hopes that it'd be better cause it wont even hit a 3 no matter how hard i try.
Damn numericals.
Back home before the day even went dark, so happy! HAHA.
Getting home early could be such a big joy to meee.
Felt troubled, over fees, haha.
Wished i did work and earn $$$ to pay my own school fees, so helpless and parents are having a hard time.
But can't multi-task, parttime would probably take a toll on my already-pathetic-grades.
Just rain some cash down sky, alright?
Pffft. Feeling so moody whenever its late night, too much thoughts...
Hao la,
off to mug work, a load off my chest's finally rid off, temporary.
###BACK ON TRACK, LEGGO.
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