nowadays feeling real moody.
like really really picky and small sparks sets my fire up.
im not really sure whether its pms, or not?
im pretty unsure of the moodiness in me too.
man!
im quite sure there're alternative to express myself out.
i dont really know whats eating me up.

"is it the voices in your head to constantly remind you of your IAP?
or constant push to make yourself fare better?
or everything and human around you which sets you off with nothing but worries?

All i could see are nothing but flaws.
f.l.a.w.s
where did my eyes went when what it all once saw was positiveness.

kinda mixed up. and its only the first week of school!
how bad can this get?
time is a very sensitive word to me.
i will get uptight whenever time is reminded,

esp. timeframes.

timeframes,

TIMEFRAMES.


other times just led me asking myself if i did right.
or did i did something wrong?
never did i question my self so much before and its real torturing to my mind.
switch my bloody brain off pls.

im just really freaking out in my mind about the deadlines.
i understand that it could be said you dont have to worry if you planned everything well.
but hey,
situation for me currently is just panick.
plain hell shit load of panick.
i hope i dont screw it up.