haven been updating for a long time!
LAZY.
what a dayyy HAHA.
day was spent with ch  ♥  hehe ><
"Horrible bosses" is a great comedy to laugh with! HAHA
went to see him swim, hehe spammed photos.
kinda felt him participating for triatholon,
just that he din't did it all in one shot hand!
HEALTHYBOY_94 ♥
and then i start to wonder, when was the last time i even jogged?! ._.


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anyways,
I REALLY SUCK AT SOCIALISINGGG I SWEAR.
& kinda realised much things.

I NEED TO;

i. focus more on project, don't complete assignments at my own sweet time, LACK OF EFFICIENCY.
ii. be more sociable, but i need TIME! hehe ><
iii. be less self conscious.
iv. use the internet to your advantage instead of nonsensical stuff that BURNS off your time eg. TUMBLR
*well, not sayin' not to use, just that surf it when you have time, not when assignments are breathing down your neck!*
v. OFF THE LIGHTS&LAPPY. save electricity PLS.
vii. don't think too much.

so yep. my "summary" of today (;
just thought that too much thoughts and i kinda need to note it down. (instead of thinking n forgetting, also serves as a reminder sometimes)
OMG. WHY WON'T MY BAD HABITS JUST BE VAPOURISED.


i know, i know, "you need to put in effort to CHANGE."


WILL TRY ALRIGHT.
sort of turned off by my bad habits. big sigh.

oh and saw this on fb n went to see his twitter, found that useful:



(too lazy to crop, com lagging)



oh, my assignments i've been working on:




and MY GOD,
i have the tendency to do more of what i wanna do instead of evenly distributing wk to the assignments/projects.
means i'd do projects that i'm more interested in and neglect other assignments w/o realising it till its too late.
I WILL BREAK THE CYCLE.
JY.

uhhh, suddenly feel crammed up. my piled assignments.
mountains.
hills.
never-endinggg.
i hate vm. i hate vm. i hate vm.
well, no choice, like what ks said, designers have to be well-rounded.
INDUSTRY STANDARD.
& then by rs, to be employed, you have to stand out, if you can't, you'd just be buried.
*cringe* "buried"
what he said was intimitating though' constant replay in my mind whenever stress to accomplish assignments starts to fill in my mind.
stress.

but then again, isnt this the course you've been wanting to thrive in?
yes. yes, yes! of course....
however, sometimes when you think back about the kind of standards you gave in your assignments, self-doubt comes along.
i understand it's negative, but,
i don't know....fear i guess haha. can't help it.
doubt myself latelyyy. no goood, no goood.


well, have to buck uppp.
afterall,
"Nothing comes for free."

right?